Todd Grimson [Interview]

Todd GrimsonIn so many ways, horror novels can be far more frightening and breath taking than films any day of the week.  This is simply because the imagination is a hell of a thing, and the visuals you create in your head can be far more disturbing than anything Wes Craven or John Carpenter could even try to imagine.  And you know you have found a great horror writer when you find yourself taking a moment to pause and ask yourself – what the hell were THEY thinking when the were even creating this frightening stuff.

And with us today is one of the day’s finest horror and occult writers of the modern age, Todd Grimson.  Grimson has produced an abundance of wonderful tales of zombies, vampires, all the stuff that just scares the hell out of most us when done properly.  And properly is exactly how this brilliant mind does it.  In a day and age so obsessed with ruining the ancient tradition of horror, we should be so lucky that this man exists.  And we were fortunate enough to be able to steal few words from the man himself to discuss his latest books,

You started out working in hospitals, which semmingly had a major impact on your writing.  What do you think affected you most about this labor? 

The experiences were different. First came almost 2 years in Surgical Intensive Care Unit, where I overcame squeamishness about blood and seeing people in pain…..and watched, many times, people die. I was 24, 25 yrs old. I held one patient’s hand while he flatlined, tried to see if I could feel the moment When. Meanwhile I was reading medical textbooks and (at home, living downstairs from a cocaine-dealer) playing classical piano with improvisations. Then, after a year of unemployment in between, I worked nights in the Emergency Room, which was much more of a social job, interacting with those who’d had violence done them, or their drunken friends, Friday and Saturday nights, getting to know homicide detectives and uniformed police. It never crossed my mind that I might write about this constant inflow of experience, not until some years had gone by.

Describe your time in Tangier with Paul Bowles? Any similarities between Burroughs and Kerouac in their heyday?

It was funny that I became friends with Bowles. It happened because we argued about Huey Long, and then began laughing about it. Ordinarily Bowles was extremely reserved (albeit polite) with those who talked with him about literary matters. It seemed to me that many at that time were more interested in his dead wife, Jane, than in Paul. Also, he was quite surprised I had actually read all of his novels and stories not just The Sheltering Sky.

How did it feel to have your strange dreams put to paper in Brand New Cherry Flavor?BNCFsm

This has always been my approach to writing. I never really had much interest in journalism per se, in being a reporter. I wanted instead to discover new landscapes and geographies, mysteries others ignored or could not describe. So much of journalism seems to me to fall into the trap of following conventional psychology in order to “fit in” – which basically means writing about things the reader already knows and accepts before or without really reading the text. Just so, people read reviews rather than approaching material with fresh eyes and making judgments on their own.

Besides the obvious adult oriented content, what sets your writing apart from the likes of, say, Stephanie Meyer or Anne Rice?

Realism. I try to be realistic. Anne Rice, for instance, in Interview With A Vampire, had three characters, vampires, living in early 1800s New Orleans, each killing one victim apiece every night. New Orleans was not that heavily populated then, but even now, the numbers make the scenario ridiculous. What happened to all the bodies? Why did each bite instantly kill rather than wound? I talked a lot with some physicians I knew, trying to make things more realistic – while still basically sticking to the “vampire rules” as established by Bram Stoker, even if I subtracted the supernatural elements.

Which do you find more fascinating in the realm of the undead – zombies or vampires – and why?

Zombies might as well just be a pack of wild dogs. There’s no psychological element, other than” “Oh, my friend’s been bitten! How long should I wait before shooting them in the head?”

Aside from your own, what was your favorite book of 2012?

I really liked Nam Le’s The Boat , whenever that came out. I always enjoy the stories of Deborah Eisenberg, and anything Dennis Cooper does. I’ve recently become interested in Robert Bolano.

Tell us a bit about your most recent release, Stabs At Happiness.

Todd Grimson2It’s a collection of thirteen stories, at least three of which are novella length. The pieces range in setting from Havana in 1958 to unmapped portions of the Amazon to Tangier in the 1980s. You never what world or atmosphere you might find yourself entering within each story. I tried, in writing each piece, to truly experiment, and sometimes this led me into milieux and mindsets unlike anywhere I or the reader have ever been – except perhaps in true dream-worlds… dream-worlds not in the sense of fantasy exactly but maybe finding oneself in the sheer strangeness of San Francisco’s underground nightclubs and secret societies of 1932.

What was the last thing that made you smile?

Watching the Greek film Dogtooth the other night, when one of the daughters of this very isolated, odd family performs a unique, crazed version of Jennifer Beals’ famous dance at the finale of Flashdance. This is really something that has to be seen to be believed.

Vanessa Angel [Interview]

Vanessa AngelOh sweet Vanessa Angel.  How you were the modern day Ginger, but with the kind hearted sprit of Mary Ann for a formative young male when you shot to the screen on the hit television sitcom based on the classic John Hughes film, Weird Science.  And to top it off, you performed in what I still consider to be the finest Farrelly Brothers film to date, Kingpin.  Your beauty is as recognizable as your delightful acting chops.
Okay, I will stop withe fascinations now, just long enough to state that I am super excited that we have been allowed the opportunity to steal a few words from one of the most beautiful and prolific women who has ever graced the stage and screen.  And although she took some time off to play the most important role of her life (mommy, of course) she has never truly faded out, and has had a great career that is definitely booming once again, and she is still just as impressive as she has ever been.  Ladies and gentlemen – please welcom actress, model, fashion designer, mom, genius – the  amazing Vanessa Angel!
Kingpin is by far the most superior of the Farrelly Brothers films, in my personal opinion. How was it making that movie and working under the legendary comedic duo?
Kingpin is definitely one of the highlights of my career. I feel very fortunate that Peter and Bobby Farrelly took a chance on casting me as Claudia and filming was just an incredible experience. They were coming off the success of ‘Dumb and Dumber’ and a lot of actresses were keen to work with them. During the auditioning process, they fought for me, as I was kind of the dark horse. I was on hiatus from ‘Weird Science’, so thankfully my schedule allowed me to be available for the film. I can remember Peter calling me to tell me I got the role and I literally jumped up and down with joy! They are just great guys with a wonderful, close knit family and everyone made me feel welcome and included. They have a lot of family members and old friends come to do cameos in their films, so the atmosphere on the set is very warm. We shot mostly in Pittsburg and surrounding areas, so we were all together, which helps create a bond with the cast and crew. I was a little intimidated to work with Woody at first, as he takes a while to warm up to people, but once we got our first scene completed, I felt a lot more comfortable. I knew Bill Murray a little, as I had met him through Dan Aykroyd and was so excited to get the chance to work with him. He helped me a lot creatively during the shoot and was so supportive. Randy Quaid was great too and it was so fun to watch him transform into Ishmael everyday. The role was written as someone in their early 20’s, hence the reference to him as ‘kid’ but Randy bought such a sweetness to him that it really worked. Peter and Bobby work so well together and really trust each other. They have great instincts and a brilliant sense of humor. Bobby would always be at the monitors and Peter would communicate more directly with the actors. They were always coming up with new ideas for funny scenes, so a lot of moments were added as we filmed and weren’t in the original script. You really have to trust their process and take a leap of faith. I was unsure of the scene in the parking lot when Woody and I fight and he punches my chest. I had to wear these mechanical cups that moved and I wasn’t really into the idea, until they assured me it would work and now I think the scene is hilarious, the way I can stand up to him physically and mentally. It took a while for people to discover the film and it wasn’t a big box office hit initially. I think after the success of ‘There’s something about Mary’, people took a look at the Farrelly’s previous films and discovered ‘Kingpin’. I think it has a lot of heart, as well as cutting edge humor, and audiences respond to the characters as well as the comedy and it’s wonderful that after all these years, it’s become sort of a classic. It was wonderful to work together again with The Farrellys on ‘Hall Pass’. It seemed like no time had passed and the set was fun and warm and I felt like part of the family again.
What was the dynamic like between you and your cast mates on Weird Science? What are your most memorable momements from being on that show?
There was a lengthy auditioning process for ‘Weird Science’. John Asher, Michael Manasseri and Lee Tergesen had already been cast, so when it came to the final few callbacks, I got to read/audition with the guys, which made it a lot easier. I got to know them a little during that process and we could feel that we had good chemistry. I was so excited to get the show, as I hadn’t done much comedy and wanted to see if I could step outside my comfort zone. I thought Lisa was such a fun and sweet character and I approached it as though she was seeing things for the first time, almost like a child, with innocence, yet a little mischievous and fun while she had also been programmed with smarts and wisdom. The show had been picked up for 13 episodes before the pilot was even shot, so we had the luxury of knowing we had some time to find the right dynamic. We actually shot 2 episodes before the pilot episode, so we had time to get the timing and tone right before we filmed ‘She’s Alive’. John was the funny, goofy guy, who worked very spontaneously and Michael was much more serious and worked hard on his craft and timing. Lee Tergesen is one of the funniest people I have ever met and the whole cast and crew were always happy when he was on set, making everyone laugh. I actually met my husband of 16 years through Lee, so I will be forever grateful to him for that! The show was filmed, one camera at Universal Studios. It was fairly new at that time to film comedy without a live audience but it meant the days were long, averaging 13/14 hours. There was quite a lot of special effects and blue/green screen, so it was the only way it could really work. We had a lot of fun together, although you’re always racing the clock on tv, so there’s a sense of urgency to get the day completed on time. The crew was so great too and really helped make the days easier. I would look forward to seeing what stories the writer’s had come up with each episode and what crazy, fantasy situation we were in. I had to sing, dance, play with different accents, so it was challenging at times to quickly hone a new skill. I remember having a quick drum lesson for the rock and roll episode and learning to tango with Michael for ‘Spies R Us’, as well as various other things. I sometimes had very uncomfortable costumes to wear and was always up at the wardrobe department getting fitted for some outfit. I even had the costume designer make my wedding dress, based on a dress I had worn on an episode. It was a wonderful show and it helped me to grow as an actress and also to step out of myself and not take myself too seriously. During the first season, my father was very ill and passed away and I remember feeling so fortunate that I had to go to work every day and step into the fun of the show, which helped keep things in perspective during a difficult time. I think of it now as such a special time in my life and have truly fond memories.Vanessa Angel2
What is your greatest non-entertainment related influence in your career? Why?
I’m not sure about a non-entertainment influence but I grew up just outside London and although my family wasn’t in the entertainment business, my mother loved going to the theater and in school we read classic literature and plays at an early age. I had an older sister who was very smart and popular and I was kind of the awkward, shy, skinny girl, so I think I had an inner desire to be ‘seen’ from an early age. My sister and her friend and I would put on plays/vignettes for our parents and their friends and I would always have to be the ‘character’ role, being the youngest and I often got the laughs and I think it made me feel validated and that may have been an initial seed. I was a part of all the school plays and definitely felt more comfortable in that world. We even performed The Caucasian Chalk Circle when I was around 12 and other weighty material, as well as comedies and musicals. I never thought of pursuing a career in acting but after being discovered as a model and later having the opportunity to be cast in my first film, ‘Spies Like Us’, looking back it all sort of made sense and I think it was my destiny to take this path. I think this life has sort of forced me to face my demons. As an actor, your constantly in the position of being judged and it takes a lot of courage to be rejected so often. I think the need to come to terms with who I am and not needing others to validate me has been a constant learning curve in my life and you have to get to a place where you feel comfortable in your own skin, regardless of what others think of you. That’s been a big life lesson and influence that’s comes from being an actress.
Since I became a mom in 2001, I now take into consideration what my daughter would think when I consider a role. I have done a few films for fun, like Baby Genius 2, that I thought she would enjoy!
Can you tell us a bit about VANE LA? What made you want to get into the world of fashion?
I have always loved clothes and fashion and took ‘needlework’ classes at school and made a lot of my own clothes from age 9 on. Then when I started modeling at 14, I was fortunate enough to work with some of the best designer’s, stylists, photographer’s and fashion editors, who really influenced me. VANE LA kind of happened organically. I started making a few dresses for myself about 3 years ago, simple styles but in great fabrics that I couldn’t find made at reasonable prices in stores. I had a friend who worked at Ron Herman at Fred Segal, which is one of the most popular boutiques in Los Angeles and she put me touch with the buyer, who loved one of the dresses I made and ordered 200 dresses for their 4 stores. I had to figure out very quickly how to make that happen! I’ve had to learn a lot about the fashion business and am still working on growing the line. The initial dress sold really well and from there I started offering different styles, and introduced tops and t-shirts too. I like a simple, casual yet elegant kind of way of dressing and my designs try to capture that essence. I sell at a few boutiques, including Ron Herman and Rona in Studio City. I feel quite proud of it, as I literally do all of it, expect the actual manufacturing, on my own. A lot of people in this business get the chance to collaborate on some kind of fashion line but they are basically just lending their name. Not to knock them but I literally do all of it on my own, including delivery! I have a very basic web page, www.vane-la.com and a VANE LA facebook page to check out.

Can you tell us about Hansel & Gretel: Warriors of Witchcraft in which we will see you in this year? What will you be doing in the film?

Hansel and Gretel is a dark, modern day twist of the fairy tale. BooBoo Stewart from the Twilight films stars, so it’s aimed at more of a tween/teen audience. I play Ms. Keegan, the school guidance councilor, who is not who she appears to be! I enjoy playing characters that are hiding their truth and are deeper and darker than they show on the surface. To be honest, you have to keep in mind that this film was literally shot entirely in less than a week! David DeCoteau was the director, whom I’m really fond of and enjoy working with. It’s actually extraordinary how quickly he can make a film. Not easy to get 20 pages shot in a single day! I always say there are films out there that aren’t great that had several months to shoot, and they have no excuse, so if anyone is critical of this endeavor, keep that in mind! I am happy to have the opportunity to work with people I like and wanted to work with David and Eric Roberts. I think for what it is, its a fun watch.

What does the future hold for Vanessa Angel?
I hope the future holds many more years of feeling fulfilled creatively and a sense of contributing something meaningful. As a mother to an 11 year old daughter, I want to be the best role model I can be and help her to grow and flourish and navigate these next few years. I made a choice to cut back on my work once she was born, and although my career has suffered for it, I feel very glad that I have been able to be there for her in her most formative years. Now I’m ready to work more and I hope the future holds another tv series. I feel I have matured and have a different more experienced voice to share and would celebrate the chance to be a part of a show. I want to continue with my fashion line and get more involved with causes I feel are important. I feel more politically aware and have a sense of greater responsibility and a desire to be part of the solution to the problems facing the world. If I can find even small ways to do that, then I feel I am contributing positively.

Vanessa Angel3What was the last thing that made you smile?

I just saw an unexpected photo of a friend wearing one of my VANE LA dress at a red carpet event today, which made me smile and I was also getting some oranges off a tree outside my kitchen early this morning and a baby bunny hopped away with the cutest white bunny tail. Can’t help but smile at that. We have a rapidly growing family of bunnies living in our yard at the moment, much to our lawn’s dismay!

29 Great Love/Missing You Songs [Exclusive]

As many of you fine readers may know, I am currently dislocated from the woman I love, and the children we created together.  And to put it frankly….it sucks.  Throughout our almost ten years of marriage, I have had to run off all over the world for stints of time ranging from two weeks to six months.  But this time is a doozy.  If you have read the Travelogue section, you will know that I am in South Korea for the remainder of 2013.  An entire year away (although there will be a couple of reunions in the near future).  And dammit do I miss her, and she the same.

Technology these days makes it far more easier to stay in contact than ever.  When I left on my first trip to the desert way back in 2006, I was allotted a daily phone call and a couple of minutes on Myspace (Remember that thing?) on a public computer.  Now whether you are in Afghanistan or South Korea, there are things like Skype and Magic Jack, as well as WiFi fucking everywhere!  So, it is not so bad.  But still, it sucks.  We miss each other dearly, even though we see each other almost every day in a digital manner.  There are two other things you need to know about myself and my beautiful wife though:

1.  We love music!  And for the most part, we agree on almost every genre of music.  Or she at least deals with my choosing all the music, and then complaining about some of her choices.  What can I say, I’m a critic.  Critics are assholes.  But really we do both love a grand selection of modern indie rock, and 90’s alternative that makes up probably 75 percent of our catalog.  We differ when it comes to what is “real classic rock”, but that is an entire argument in itself.  Also our general music choices don’t match our moods.  I dig happy go lucky folk songs by the likes of Golden Bloom, and she is into some dark twisted shit like Civil Twlight.  Pretty weird.

2.  We are corny as fuck.  Sometimes, that is.

We are so corny in fact, we have made it a regular thing to research pretty little love songs to post on each other’s Facebook pages, and then Melissa makes them into a mix tape and sends them to me in care packages alongside Tim’s Cascade chips and pajama pants.  Yes, I know, it is corny.  But I will be damned if I didn’t say how great it is to see these videos on my Facebook page, and how much I enjoy looking up something for her.  It is just another way we manage to kill this disgusting thing called time that we must spend apart.  Some of them are obvious.  Especially the 80’s Monster Ballads.  But, how can you not love those, right?  You’d have to be a soulless bastard to not feel moved by “More Than Words”.  But, we manage to pick out some pretty good stuff.  And just like anything that is personal between Melissa and me, I want to share it to the world for my own exploitation!  And by no coincidence at all, today is my lovely wife Melissa Trembath’s Birthday!!  Now, I know she wouldn’t want me to throw out her age for the world to know, so I won’t do that.  But, I will say………..

Here are 29 Great “Love/Missing You” Songs you absolutely must hear!!  (I love you baby!)

***Disclaimer:  This is obviously not a definitive list.  And there is no real order.  Just like what you see, folks.***

(6/22/13) Additional note:  A brand new list of 29 (More Great Love?Missing You Songs is up and available now, HERE.

Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds - Into My Arms

Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds – Into My Arms

29. Dispatch - If You Call My Name Out Loud

Dispatch – If You Call My Name Out Loud

28. Fun. - The Gambler

Fun. – The Gambler

26. Stevie Nicks & Don Henley - Leather & Lace

Stevie Nicks & Don Henley – Leather & Lace

25. Buddy Holly - True Love Ways

Buddy Holly – True Love Ways

24. Sophie Madeline - You Make Me Happy

Sophie Madeline – You Make Me Happy

23. The Moldy Peaches - Anyone Else But You

The Moldy Peaches – Anyone Else But You

22. Matthew Sweat & Susanna Hoffs - Sweet Melissa

Matthew Sweat & Susannah Hoffs – Sweet Melissa

21. Better Than Ezra - Desperately Wanting

Better Than Ezra – Desperately Wanting

20. Belle & Sebastian - Didn't See It Coming

Belle & Sebastian – I Didn’t See It Coming

19. Extreme - More Than Words

Extreme – More Than Words

18. Gin Blossoms - Hey Jealousy

Gin Blossoms – Hey Jealousy

17. Counting Crows - Colorblind

Counting Crows – Colorblind

16. David Bowie - Lets Dance

David Bowie – Let’s Dance

15. Boyz II Men - I'll Make Love 2 U

Boyz II Men – I’ll Make Love 2 U

14. The Weepies - I Gotta Have You

The Weepies – I Gotta Have You

13. Peter Bjorn & John - Far Away, By My Side

Peter, Bjorn, and John – Far Away, By My Side

12. Neutral Uke Hotel - King of Carrot Flowers

Neutral Uke Hotel – King of Carrot Flowers

10. Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros - Home

Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros – Home

9. Neil Nathan

Neil Nathan – Do Ya

8. Meat Loaf - I'd Lie For You (And That's The Truth)

Meat Loaf – I’d Lie For You (And That’s the Truth)

7. Mark Geary - You're The Only Girl

Mark Geary – You’re the Only Girl

6. The Lumineers - Flowers In Your Hair

The Lumineers – Flowers In Your Hair

5. Loretta Lynn & Jack White - Portland Oregon

Loretta Lynn & Jack White – Portland, Oregon

4. Led Zeppelin - Whole Lotta Love

Led Zeppelin – Whole Lotta Love

3. Justin Nozuka - Be Back Soon

Justin Nozuka – Be Back Soon

2. John C. Reilly & Jenna Fischer - Let's Duet

John C. Reilly & Jenna Fischer – Let’s Duet

1. Hootie & The Blowfish - Hold My Hand

Hootie & The Blowfish – Hold My Hand

That will do it folks.  Now obviously, there are so many other great tracks to choose from, and we might even do a sequel to this someday.  Melissa and I have shared several more videos already.  We shall see how it goes and maybe we return with another addition.  Get your YouTubing on folks!!

Stephen Rebello [Interview]

Stephen Rebello2When I heard there was going to be a film about Alfred Hitchcock in the works, to say I was intrigued would be an amateur sentiment. I was freaking ecstatic. Like millions of viewers across the world, I am a huge fan of pretty much anything Alfred Hitchcock did in his illustrious career. But, when I heard that the film was less than a biopic, but more of a period piece, I became even diligently ecstatic. In this day and age, there is a world wide web that could provide several different versions of a man in a biographical sense. But, when we deal with direct periods, such as the making of a film that completely redefined the career of an already acclaimed filmmaker (i.e. Psycho, if you hadn’t caught on yet), we get a more detailed and in-depth look into the emotional stamina of a subject. And if that weren’t enough, I learned that film was based on a book written by a man who I had only known as a fantastic journalist. And after reading Alfred Hitchcock and the Making of Psycho, I knew that between the film, and the as per usual far superior book, I had stumbled upon an in-depth look into something beautiful.

And lo and behold, I managed to be able to steal a few words with the author of Alfred Hitchcock and the Making of Psycho, Stephen Rebello to get an even greater insight into the world of Hitchcock. And while we were at it, we got to showcase the career of a man that has had an abundance of personal and professional achievements in his esteemed career. And through a bit of research, I learned some pretty amazing and/or interesting factoids about the great Mr. Rebello himself. We are very excited to introduce one of the today’s finest writers, journalists, humans of world of words today. Enjoy!

How does one move from the world of social work and therapy…..to journalism in the entertainment world? Are there any similarities?

I’d call it some fantastically weird , cosmic collision of ambition, neurosis, persistence, hard work, and incredible amounts of luck punctuated by occasional flashes of talent. I don’t think I’ve gotten here in ways that are very much different from how people have been doing it for decades – I’m talking about the ones who gravitated to careers in the arts from law, newspaper reporting, fiction writing, film criticism or what have you. I’ve been writing since I was a kid. I’ve been dreaming and imagining from the womb. I sang professionally as a kid, too. I’ve found new ways to sing, I guess. Even while I was happily working as a therapist, I began to write pieces that got the attention of editors and publishers and one thing lead to another. I’m just grateful that, from the beginning, there have been those who seem to like the sound of my ‘voice’ — and continue to, especially as it evolves.

Did you find yourself slipping into some sort of neurotic way of being while researching and writing about a subject that revolved around murder and psychopaths? Did you ever have to stop and analyze yourself?

Not any more neurotic than usual. I’m not a Method writer. I roll up my sleeves and become a relentless, endlessly inquisitive detective, psychologist, worker bee. Doing research, you’re a living camera, a tape recorder, a witness. Doing research for something like this, you become a tape recorder, a witness, a camera, a detective, a psychologist, an interrogator.  Researching Alfred Hitchcock and the Making of Psycho, the murderer and psychopath in question was Ed Gein, whose 1950s crimes and pathological personality somewhat inspired writer Robert Bloch’s creation of the Norman Bates character in his novel, Psycho.

When I was researching, I was up to my neck in original vintage script notes, sketches, casting notes, production schedules, contracts, and screenplay drafts. More than that, I was spending face time on a weekly basis with the people who actually made Psycho – and others films – alongside Hitchcock. That was insanely fun, thrilling and informative. It almost felt as if I were plunged back into the time when Psycho was being made. Years later, when my agent and I sold the screen rights to Alfred Hitchcock and the Making of Psycho to one of several bidders, eventually the film studio hired me to do several rewrites of the existing screenplay adaptation of my book. Shifting from non-fiction to fact-based fiction was an exciting transition. I had already spent months immersing myself in the ‘50s, the era in which Psycho was birthed. I devoured period music, books, magazines, news footage, videos, and the films of the era. The iconography, conservatism, optimism, paranoia, mores, notions of romanticism, the slang and language were absolutely crucial to me – though they were less so to others. It drove me insane whenever people involved in the film version of the book kept trying to have the characters throw around anachronistic, clichéd phrases like “serial killer” or insist on having Hitchcock talk self-consciously to other characters as if he knew Psycho would be a game-changer while he was filming it. Hitchcock was a genius but he wasn’t clairvoyant. Anyway, some battles you win but you lose many others.

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Through all of your research for Alfred Hitchcock and the Making of Psycho, what would you personally say was the most surprising and unique trait of Mr. Hitchcock?

As you mentioned earlier, I was a therapist and I’ve been in therapy, which is an important professional requirement. Aside from that, I’m very present in the world so I have to tell you that very little about human behavior surprises me anymore. I work in Hollywood, remember? The most revealing things about Alfred Hitchcock came from the remembrances of those who worked on films with him, socialized with him, knew him for years and years. I learned how painfully self-conscious he was about his appearance and how that shaped his work and his life. I found out how disdainful he was about collaborators whom he thought were unprepared or giving less than their best. How open he was to actors who were intelligent, engaged and thoughtful, which is why he so enjoyed Anthony Perkins and Janet Leigh, for instance. How emotionally strangled he could be, to the point where he often had to communicate through others. How he would spend time and money surprising someone he liked by sending them a rare, expensive book or an imported delicacy. How he would financially support old coworkers during rough patches in their lives, sometimes for decades. How, to ease his terrible emotional pain, he sometimes fabricated fantasy romances involving women he knew he could never attain. How contradictory and complex he could be. How relaxed and playful he could be on a movie set, knowing he’d already sweated the details for months if not years. We live in a world full of people who somehow seem certain that they know the ‘real’ Hitchcock, have some inside knowledge about what made him tick. They don’t want their Hitchcock messed-with. It’s almost like, “Don’t you dare confuse me by telling me actual facts.” I trusted his collaborators, who graciously and candidly shared so many different insights into the many faces of Hitchcock they knew

In hindsight, were there any segments you would have liked to have seen differently in the film Hitchcock? And what is your overall opinion of the film?

Films based on real events work best for me when they dramatize actual facts in powerful, unexpected ways. So, maybe selfishly, I like Hitchcock when it’s sticks to the kind of movie that I was envisioning, the kind of movie I wanted to see, the kind of film for which I was hired to write dialogue, scenes and characters. For instance, as I mentioned to you before, for the screenplay, I had no interest in the real life murderer Ed Gein because the novel and film Psycho are about the fictional creation Norman Bates, not Gein. Hitchcock could not have cared less about Gein, either. I kept trying to minimize or cut those scenes because they ate up valuable storytelling time without much dramatic payoff. Others liked them, so there you go. I’m all about Hitchcock when it’s focused on him battling hostile studio executives, using any trick in the book to convey his artistic vision to his actors and crew, enlisting his wife Alma’s expertise in “fixing” the movie, orchestrating Psycho’s evolutionary advertising campaign, enjoying the sounds of the audience reacting to seeing Psycho for the first time. What I miss is Hitchcock’s inner life and struggles as a man and a great, complex artist, his revealing, rich relationships with graphic designer Saul Bass, composer Bernard Herrmann, his assistant Peggy Robertson. All that said, though, I’ll never forget that day in 2008 when I finished and sent off to the film’s then-director a speech I’d written for Alma. It’s the one in which she sets Hitchcock straight, really laying into him for his casual cruelties, neglect, monomania. She reminds him exactly who she is as a person, a mate and collaborator. That particular scene, among others, comes from a very deep place in me and in Hitchcock, it’s virtually word for word how I wrote it. Some old friends called to bust me after seeing Hitchcock because when Alma sarcastically tells Hitchcock that Doris Day should do Psycho as a musical, my friends reminded me I’d made that exact wisecrack to him back in Boston, Massachusetts when I tried to lighten the mood as we were leaving a grim, devastating film about the Nazis. Several people contributed to the Hitchcock script but I always saw Hitchcock and Alma’s fascinating relationship as the project’s emotional heartbeat. There were many other strong scenes – with Anthony Perkins, Janet Leigh, Vera Miles — that would have brought the viewer deeper inside Hitchcock’s creativity, his complex relationships with coworkers, his larger-than-life humor, his sadness, his genius. They were never filmed. I miss those.

Quite the opposite of psychopaths, you have written books based of the art of films like Pocahontas and The Hunchback of Notre Dame…the Disney versions. What made you want to start working for Disney?

I’ve loved classic Disney animation from childhood and my storytelling has been influenced by Disney. A fantastic Disney publicist and great friend named Howard Green was a fan of Alfred Hitchcock and the Making of Psycho and kindly brought me in to meet with the studio executives who were interviewing writers to work on their making-of books. I got the OK and had the privilege and challenge of documenting the production of three of Disney’s animated films. That led to my getting hired as a writer doing story development for several Disney animated feature projects, as well as my writing the teleplay for an ABC TV musical based on Sleeping Beauty. Like many other projects, those scripts are locked in towers guarded by dragons but crying out to be filmed.

Stephen RebelloYou have had the opportunity to interview an immense amount of incredibly interesting people. Who, besides Alfred Hitchcock, would you consider to be the most intriguing person you have spoken with?

What a privilege, right? So many. A standout has to be the great illustrator Al Hirschfeld, who held me spellbound for hours in his incredible Manhattan home and studio telling me tales of his art and of people he knew intimately –the Marx brothers, Will Rogers, the Gershwins, Moss Hart, Rodgers and Hart, Rodgers and Hammerstein, Fannie Brice, Fred Astaire, Jack Benny. His intelligence, gusto, the way he bit into life still inspire me. Interviewing Ernest Lehman, one of Hollywood ‘s greatest screenwriters known for North by Northwest, The Sound of Music, Sweet Smell of Success, Sabrina, West Side Story, led to an extraordinary friendship and mentorship that I miss to this day. He was razor-sharp, complicated and so funny. We both have a sardonic, gallows sense of humor, a taste for the macabre, a love of understatement. We nearly collaborated on a book about his hair-raising experiences making Who’s Afraid of Virginia Woolf with Elizabeth Taylor, Richard Burton and Mike Nichols. Unfortunately, Ernie got cold feet about doing the kind of tell-all book he’d originally set out to do, so the publishing deal collapsed. We were also deep in discussions and exciting new ideas for an original screenplay that he’d wanted to do decades before with Hitchcock. The agents were actually working on the deal. One day, I showed up for a story meeting. That morning Ernie had taken a cab to a doctor’s appointment and had just come back. Anyway, he announces that our movie project was off. Why? He’d tried-out the idea on the cab driver and the cabbie hadn’t liked it enough. I was stunned and thought the mood would pass, but the more I tried to reason with him, the more he resisted. We brought each other potential new material, but we could never seem to agree. I think he was frightened of competing with his incredible past successes. Oh, but, if only.

Your book Reel Art: Great Posters From the Golden Age of the Silver Screen was positively revered as a one of the finest books written about Hollywood. And that was 25 years ago. Therefore, if you could add any additional “reel art” from the years since you released the book, what would make the book? What would not? Why?

There’s been continued interest in another Reel Art book but that’s all hot air until someone actually steps up to the production costs involved. Too many posters of the past few decades have just been assemblages of “floating head” photos of the stars. Too many contemporary posters are also too much like the work of Saul Bass. There have been some cool, imaginative ones, though like Brazil, Fargo, The Tree of Life, The Truman Show, American Beauty, Walk the Line, Moon, Batman, 127 Hours, Cloverfield, Moonrise Kingdom.

What was the first book you can remember completing? Did it have any impact on you?

At six or seven I won a supremely cool Schwinn bike in a Peter Pan lookalike contest at a local movie theater, so I read Peter Pan probably to figure out whether winning that contest was a slam or a good thing. Anyway, by the time Barrie described Peter as “clad in skeleton leaves and the juices that flow from trees,” I was just wowed. I loved the adventure of flying over London rooftops, the pirates, the Indians, the Lost Boys, all of it. By the end of it, though, the whole play made me incredibly sad and melancholy which it’s supposed to because that queasy dark underside, those deeper implications are big aspects of Barrie’s genius. It’s interesting that the project Hitchcock most wanted to film throughout his life but never got to make — or was never allowed to make — was Mary Rose, a dark, sentimental ghost story by Barrie. I wish he had done it in the ‘50s at Paramount starring Audrey Hepburn.

What was the last thing that made you smile?

Aside from some of your questions, you mean? I got a completely unexpected message this week from one of our most respected American writers telling me how wonderful and underappreciated he thought Hitchcock was. That was incredibly nice and moving. When he added, “But it would have been even better if it were more like your book,” well, I’m not going to lie. I’m still smiling.

Grayson Capps [Interview]

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Way back in the summer of 2006, I found myself sweating day and night under the desert sun and/or blackened sky listening to some absolutely beautiful music.  Specifically I was listening to the original motion picture soundtrack for the highly underrated film, A Love Song For Bobby Long.  There were obvious highlights like works from acclaimed groups like Nada Surf and Los Lobos, which were phenomenal.  There was also the inclusion of the absolutely stunning Trespassers William track “Different Stars”, which we have lauded here time and time again.  But, what struck me the finest was one man in particular.  A man with a rusty voice and a powerful sentiment.  The one and only Grayson Capps, who at that point I had never heard of, and who since has become a staple in my musical musings.
Grayson Capps contributed three of the most beautiful songs to the soundtrack, and is actually the largest influence to the book in which the film was based upon (originally titled Off Magazine Street)with his stunning tale of a saddened yet righteous man by the same title of the film.  He lent his scratchy and soulful lyrics the contrasting wholesomely beautiful voice of Theresa Andersson on “Lorraine’s Song”, and absolutely killed it on his own original track “Washboard Lisa”, which still remains as one of the greatest examples of modern Southern blues released to date.  And I have continued to be a fan even up to his latest release, 2011’s The Lost Cause Ministrels, a terrific album that proves that Grayson can stand the test of time.  But, I wanted to learn a little bit more about Mr. Capps, so it was great to have him agree to share a few words with Trainwreck’d and you the fine readers.  Enjoy!
When did you first realize you wanted to be a singer/songwriter for a living? Was music a big part of your upbringing?
I still haven’t realized that yet, it’s just what’s happening.  I don’t have time for much else, but I love what I do.  Music has always been a part of my life.  My old man, had a wide spectrum of vinyl always playing, always available. That was a big influence from an early age.
Your father is the man behind the pen of Off Magazine Street, in which the film A Love Song For Bobby Long is based upon. You have three tracks featured in the film, and you actually appear in the film, as well. Did you develop these songs for the film, or where they inspired by your father’s writing? Either way, what was it like developing tracks for your father’s work?
These songs existed before the film, separate from the book, but talking about the same people and the same subjects. They were key in giving the movie an identity. The movie was named after my song “A Love Song For Bobby Long.”
What was your final opinion of the film adaptation of Off Magazine Street, as well as, what I consider, one of the last great film soundtracks to come out in a very long time?
The film adaptation of the book was very Hollywoodized.  Romance had nothing to do with the original story.  It was rather disappointing watching what goes on with soulless, rich, entertainment folks. But in the end I enjoyed the final film.
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Your fifth release, The Lost Cause Minstrels, is absolutely something special. I can’t truly put my finger on it, so I shall ask, what is the major difference between this album and your works past?
Different songs, different subjects, different movement through time and space. The album was started while I was still living up in Nashville, but completed after I moved back down to South Alabama close to where I was raised. It was also the first record with my current band, also called The Lost Cause Minstrels. They all brought a big part of themselves to the songs, as well.
For those of us who would have absolutely no damn clue whatsoever, can you tell us the difference between New Orleans Mardi Gras and Mobile Mardi Gras, a theme seen displayed in your latest album? 
Mobile’s Baptist; New Orleans is Catholic ….makes all the difference in the world.
What sort of impact has your surroundings in the Southern States had on your work?
Being from the south is what I know, so I guess it’s had a huge impact.  Where you’re from is where you’re from, but finding yourself is the road home.
I spent sometime in the Southern Mississippi area a while ago, and I spent a whole lot of time at the legendary BBQ joint The Shed, in which you have written a track about a strange character who inhibited the joint. Where did you come up with this story? Or at the very least, what inspired you to write a song about The Shed?
The song is about Mr. Jim who you will find down at The Shed. it’s a simple story about a real charming man. I felt he needed to be immortalized in a song.
I noticed you will be doing a few spots in the Netherlands and Germany in 2013. How receptive do you feel audiences are to Southern inspired bluesmanship in other countries, and throughout other regions of the United States?
Grayson Capps2People respond to the truth, no matter what kind of music it is….whether it’s southern, northern, polka-western, raga-eastern.
While The Lost Cause Minstrels is probably still fresh in many listener’s mind, can we expect something new in 2013. I can only imagine you have a plethera of tracks in your songbook. If we will hear something new, what can we expect? 
It’s always something new for me, but I suppose that will determined by the ears of the beholder ultimately. But I’m writing, though no hard plans to record just yet.
What was the last thing that made you smile?
My son this morning, very excited about going to school.

Lady .38 Premiere [Film]

Lady .38Portland independent film company, Sound Skript Entertainment is proud to announce their first public premiere of the short film, Lady .38, on March 26th, 2013 at Curious Comedy Theater. A 1940s film noir filmed entirely in Portland and Vancouver is an ambitious endeavor for young filmmakers Philip Delorenzo and Alyssa Roehrenbeck. The Lady .38 premiere will also include other local film talent, with pre­show screenings of several Portland short films including the teaser trailer for Tess The Inventor, The Funny Thing Is.

Lady .38 follows Veronica Dupree on her quest to find her place as a female detective in the 1940s. After spending years in an unnamed position for the U.S. military during World War II, Veronica Dupree returns home to start a new life as the only female detective in Grand Harbor City. Down to her last dollar, tonight’s the night Veronica puts it all on black. Ghosts from the

Day They Ran Out of Bullets, Bad Cop Bad Cop, an

past, muggers, and an enchanting heiress open and close doors as Veronica seeks to find a life outside the military.

Veronica stands her ground when she unexpectedly faces off with the two muggers in an alley on the way to meet her ex­beau, Eddie. The tension rises when underlying love, fear, and sadness takes over as Eddie chooses to side with Veronica’s family on the matter of lending her a helping hand. Almost defeated, a late­night incident at the office opens a can­of­worms never expected as the beautiful Angela Wickfield arrives just in time to save the day.

In a stunning new look at film noir, Sound Skript Entertainment reminds today’s viewers to take a step back to when even the most complicated situations seemed just a bit simpler. Even when you are a female detective in the 1940s.

Some girls get by on their looks…others don’t have to.

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Photo Stills, Synopsis, and more on http://www.facebook.com/ladythirtyeight

To reserve tickets for the show, email alyssa@soundskript.com. All tickets will be held and paid for on the day of the show. Programming is expected to be one hour and tickets are $5 each. Reservations are recommended, limited seating is available.

About Sound Skript Entertainment
Founded by Philip De Lorenzo and Alyssa Roehrenbeck, Sound Skript Entertainment functions as both a content creation company servicing worldwide clients with SEO, blogging, music composition, and video content as well as a creative team, tackling narrative film scripts with local script writers and collaborative filmmakers. Lady .38 is written by Portland actor, John Branch, and Sound Skript Entertainment is excited to bring to life a script from a first­time writer. Other projects in the works for Sound Skript Entertainment include Mock Trials and Mad House. Mock Trials is a full length comedy feature film written by the witty and talented Nate Dern. Mad House is a comedy web series currently in pre­production. Mad House is put together with the collaborative efforts of Philip De Lorenzo, Alyssa Roehrenbeck, Zach Persson, and Peter De Lorenzo.

How Much Should We Tax Wealth? by Mike Phillips [Guest Wreckers]

Mike PhillipsThis is my problem with wealth.

Essentially, it’s easier for people who already have money to make more money, because when you have a lot of money, it makes more money for you without you having to do much of anything.

Here is an example I DON’T necessarily have a problem with.

Someone with a modest $500,000 sitting aside could presumably make $35,000 in “capital gains” during a decent year of investing.  The $35,000 would be taxed at 15%, ensuring $29,750 in pure profit.  Enough for many people to live off of.  It’s also more than most people make in a year who are showing up to work every day, punching a time clock, working overtime and working their asses off to make ends meet.

Is that 15% tax rate fair?  Maybe?  It’s an honest question to ask, and I wish people would discuss this as opposed to taking sides and having uninformed or poorly thought out opinions.

Now, when you imagine someone like Mitt Romney (or picture George Soros if you’re a republican) having capital gains of $42,000,000 during the past two years and paying 15% on that $42,000,000 – all generated through capital gains, ie, wealth creating wealth – you really have to wonder if that is fair.

15% of $42,000,000 is $6.3 million dollars.

That means “Mitt Soros” still has $35.7 million of pure profit after taxes.  That pure profit will be added to whatever heaping amount he already has, and next year it will make even more wealth, and more wealth the following year, and more wealth the year after that …. on and on and on.  Does $6.3 million in taxes even show up as a blip on his radar screen?  Doubtful.  So why are we pretending like 15% is a lot of money to pay for someone of his caliber, and why are poor/middle class people, many of whom are the very same suckling off Uncle Sams tentacle-like teets via food stamps, reduced rent, medicare, medicaid or other government programs – rushing to the defense of these ultra rich???  Seriously, what is your answer?  I honestly don’t get it.  Do the Mitt Romney and George Soros types need you to rush to their defense?

The surprising reality is that 15% hasn’t always been the capital gains tax rate.  Towards the end of WWI, for example, capital gains for top earners were taxed at a 73%.  Presumably this incredibly high rate was due to the fact that our country was at war and needed to pay for it somehow.  Conversely, we’ve been in two wars for much of the past ten years and have receivedtax cuts as opposed to tax increases.

Maybe shipping a bunch of horses and bayonets to France was more expensive than operating apache helicopters, nuclear subs, predator drones, aircraft carriers, jets, etc etc etc

Interestingly, Ronald Reagan thought these capital gains should be taxed at 28% for the top earners of our society.  Before his reform act in 1986 it was 50%.  I agree with Reagan though, 28% is not a bad idea for the ultra wealthy during peacetime.  But it isn’t peacetime in our country and we forget that because we’re so far removed from reality.

For anyone not paying attention, the Bush tax cuts are the real reason our country is F’d right now.  It has nothing to do with Obama and his policies.  It’s simply because we didn’t pay for two wars by raising taxes like we should have.  We sacrificed by going shopping and driving Hummers instead of tightening our belts.  By blaming Obama for the so-called fiscal nightmare (which has led to hundreds of thousands of government job cuts, which has f’d our economy even further) is just ignorant.  I know republicans want to be on the other side and oppose everything Obama does.  Fair enough.  But at a certain point it is your responsibility as a citizen of this country to take a look at the facts, instead of grandstanding with Rush Limbaugh, Sean Hannity, Paul Ryan and Mitt Romney.

Wealthy people, led by Paul Ryan types (like Mitt, also born into wealth), continue to declare that they are overtaxed.  Are they?  Paul Ryan even goes so far to say that capital gains taxes should be eliminated altogether.  Under the Ryan plan “Mitt Soros” would pay $0 in taxes on the $42,000,000 he earned for DOING NOTHING.

Here is another question worth considering, and I don’t have the answer.  Does this minimal tax on the wealthy make it harder for the rest of us to accumulate wealth when the rich are essentially shuffling money between themselves?

In America, liberals and conservatives, progressives and tea partiers, Greens and libertarians can all appreciate and respect hard work.  I am as liberal and progressive as the sky is blue.  However, when I left my job at Watershed last year, I made the conscious decision not to go on food stamps or collect unemployment because I felt that if I worked hard enough, I could scrape enough dollars together to get by.  I didn’t want taxpayers to give me a break when I didn’t need one.  Weird, huh?  Most conservatives don’t think liberals are capable of thinking like that.  But, I don’t think everyone has to go the route I did and I think food stamps and unemployment benefits should be available for everyone.

But my point is, conservatives don’t own the “pull yourself up by your bootstraps” mentality.  With their support of this ridiculous tax rate for the wealthy, they are demonstrating they’ve completely abandoned anything resembling this notion.

Why do so many conservatives believe that rich people should get a pass on hard work, just because they are already rich?  It’s insanity, and make no mistake, a 15% tax rate on wealth, especially during a time of war, is a pass on hard work and a pass on the responsibility that comes with being wealthy.  It’s welfare for the rich.  It’s unnecessary.  During previous wars the wealthy have stepped up, and it sure as sh*t didn’t cripple them.  If you think 15% is fair for millionaires, then you’re a huge proponent for the most f***ed up welfare program that I have ever heard of, and I am going to fight this, figuratively speaking of course.

The story that inspired this diatribe:

http://www.npr.org/blogs/itsallpolitics/2012/08/19/159153144/ryans-taxes-show-gap-between-romney-and-the-not-so-rich?sc=fb&cc=fp

“A major — although, perhaps not widely understood — result of the 2003 tax cuts was to lower the maximum tax rate on capital gains and qualified dividends to 15 percent. This category makes up the lion’s share of income for the richest Americans.”

Tax Reform Acts.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tax_Reform_Act

More:

http://www.nytimes.com/2012/01/20/business/investment-income-hasnt-always-had-tax-advantages.html?_r=1&pagewanted=1

 

Mike Phillips is a mad genius and entrepeneur living in Portland, Oregon.  Once the bass player for the pop-punk phenomenon of a band known as The Young Immortals, he has evolved into the lead singer of the Portland Music Award nominated band The Fenbi International Superstars.  He is also the CEO of The Neo Com Group, a literary and performance arts marketing firm that represents the likes of Bill Carter, Todd Grimson, and more.  In 2011, Mike contributed an essay to the charity based book Children of Mercy: Tales and Teachings From The World of Independent Music.  You can enlist his services right here at The Neo Com Group.

I Was Jody by George Evanson [Guest Wreckers]

George EvansonI remember once being a very gentle and special little boy. That boy appeared long before my fifth birthday.  My family nickname was Jody. The story was that my brother could not say George and what he did say came out sounding like “Jody”.

The name Jody means more to me than just a nickname. Jody was a being distinct from George.  He was a light being who saw a good light shining out of everyone.  He loved and handed his heart to everyone fearlessly.

I had an aunt and uncle who took me for a ride one day and talked to me about the dangers of being “too nice”.  How really kindly, heart sharing souls often got tread on like that famous snake on the flag.  I can recall being confused as if I were being chastised for misbehavior.  I could not see what I had done wrong.

Jody had love for everyone. He had the “gift of cheerful heart”. I saw a good soul inside of everyone whatever their exterior.

I remember at about 8 or so reading a bunch about Hitler. My parents thought this weird but I wanted to find his light because at first glance it was quite dim.   In my reading I found out two things that gave a little glimmer.  He despised people who abused animals and he was vegetarian.  I felt a bit better. A totally dark soul was a challenge to Jody’s cellular belief system; no one was all dark or all evil. There was a good light shining out somewhere.

Jody had his own form of Namaste (The God/Goddess Spirit within me recognizes and honors the God/Goddess Spirit within you.) greeting. His less developed Namaste was “all our hearts are one”.

Fairly I can say that Jody was just born that way and that for years, life and my own doubts hacked at the Jody persona and told him to toughen up, get smart, let go of this naïve faith in the universal goodness and start being tough and cagy.

This set up an inner war that has played out over decades but I can truly say that living in my Jody self has brought me more satisfaction and more love connection than any other persona I’ve tried to manufacture.

When I did the second level attunement for Reiki some years ago I had a dream the same night that confirmed what Jody’s true gift was and is.

In a dream a rather ominous shrouded figure came to me and said he had a special Reiki symbol just for me.  He blew dark smoke in his hand and pressed it to my chest just to the left of my heart.  A deep orange circle appeared on my skin with a strange symbol inside.  It glowed and pulsed. I felt magic energy surge through me. It was terribly electrifying!

I was very excited. Perhaps I could cure cancer or heal the mentally ill? I asked this figure what the symbol was and he said, “It’s the gift of a cheerful heart”.  At that moment I was rather annoyed. I wanted a great power and I was getting “the gift of a cheerful heart”?

So little I know. This was the affirmation of my Jody nature and its true validity.  It was my great gift to my world for my whole life.

What are the components of transmitting a cheerful heart?  First your own heart has to be open and receptive without fear or concern. You need to believe in the essential heart oneness of everyone and fearlessly offer warmth and love to those you meet.

This requires understanding that heart energy/love is not a diminishing resource. The true essence of heart energy/love is that the more you offer the more you generate. So each time you give it out it comes back tenfold.  It’s a gift to others that become a gift to self.

It’s the plan that spirit programmed into our cells to bring us happiness and connection. When we cut ourselves off from this natural way of relating we feel lost and alone.

I have a reoccurring image of being in a very high tree house with the latter pulled up where no one can reach me and I can’t reach anyone.  Alone like that is unnatural and soul stifling.

It’s a reality for many souls and I have had a sad awareness of it since I was quite young. The old Brewer and Shipley tune that goes, “Your lost inside your houses, No time to find you now” really touched my heart place which seeks heart connection.

The second component that was given to me to transmit the gift of a cheerful heart is a quirky and irony-appreciative sense of humor. Virtually nothing happens to me or around me that does no evoke my humor maker.

When I had my left kidney removed because of cancer the nurse in the recovery room told me that in 25 years of this work  I was the first patient she’d had who woke up after five hours of  surgery and started make goofy jokes.  I explained it was my way of coping with life’s hard moments.

So here’s to all those hard situations and painful dramas that have haunted my life for you have been my humor teacher. The pain humor relationship is well known as is the tendency for fat people to have powerful humor skills usually of the self-deprecating variety.  So here’s to my big enamel buddy, the refrigerator which helped hone my comedic skills.

Spoke to a work friend of 30 years last night and she was telling me how many friends and coworkers I rescued from total despair with my ability to make the drama of day to day work insanity a funny parity that allowed us to laugh and take it a lot less seriously.

That is the primary mission of the humor gift God gave me; to take everything as it comes and see the ultimate unimportance of any of it when compared to our God given birthright of joy and loving connection.  It is a real blessing and a gift to see the funny in stupid and bureaucratic.

Struggling against stupidity is like a Chinese finger puzzle: the more you struggle the more you are stuck. But with ironic and sometimes black humor you can just laugh and laugh at the absurdity of it all and get over it without struggle.

In the Hindu tradition the middle point of life for most is the role of “householder”. This is the time where primary focus is home and family. After this period many Hindu’s leave the worldly life to seek a more spiritual path.

My spiritual path is back to an unencumbered Jody, without fear or cynicism. Just a loving heart greeting other hearts and inviting connection: this will be a good way to do my later years.

 

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Who is George Evanson?

I was born in 1945 in Boston MA and grew up in Allentown PA. I moved to CT when I was 17 and lived their for 35 years. I have lived for the past 15 years in one of the most eccentric towns in America, Truth or Consequences NM. I made my living for many years working for the Labor Department in CT paying unemployment claims, finding people jobs and later teaching employees how to use computers. For the past 20 years I have had my own computer support business. I am married to Wendy Sager-Evanson who is an RN, LMT and a Certified Yoga Instructor. We are polar opposites. She is active and physical. I prefer smoke filled rooms. I am a avid music fan and love almost everything but opera. My dad sang opera and would throw out my Little Richard and Jerry Lee Lewis records. He called it “jungle music”….I dabble in Slam Poetry and am writing a meandering memoir of an ordinary life that shows we all have extraordinary moments….At Wendy’s Yoga studio I host a free form dance party every Monday night….I make a wildly different music mix each week and we dance until we drop. Dancing is probably an over statement but I like the Mohawk expression, “A bad dance cannot hurt the earth”….so we jump around, sweat and laugh our asses off…I have people in their 20’s and people in their 70’s….With music, laughter and dance their is no fucking generation gap….the older folks didn’t like my Maclkemore so much or Blue Scholars very much but they were game to move with it….The youngsters stayed right with me when I played Jerry Lee Lewis, Ray Charles and Fats Domino. The “kids” didn’t know who Rickie Lee Jones is but seems to like the music o.k.

The “Them” Wall by John Whipple [Guest Wreckers]

John WhippleWe take those we have no use for… those we have no tolerance for… and toss them over the wall that separates them from our hearts and minds. We call this wall “Them”. Behind the wall we can no longer see who They are and that is just how we like it.

“Them” is the pronoun of tragedy. After all, it’s us versus them.

A soldier does not aim his rifle at a father, husband or son. He aims at one of them. The gay soldier that appeared at that Republican debate was booed for being one of them: gay. Forget that he is a soldier and a mother’s son and so much more. He is one of them. The undocumented worker is not a poor woman trying to feed her family. She is one of them.  The occupier is a leftist hippie: One of them. The Tea Partier is a bigot: One of them. The politician is corrupt: One of them. The rich man is greedy: One of them. The poor man is lazy: One of them. Obama is a Muslim Kenyan Socialist:

Them Them Them.

It is so much easier to toss our enemies over the Them Wall. Then, we don’t have to listen to their arguments. All they do is lie. He is just a “libtard”, “racist” or a “corporate shill”. This is how we talk to each other. Oh wait, I’m sorry. This is how we talk at each other. We don’t talk to each other.

Not anymore.

Try to engage people in a political dialogue online. Unless you are in their preferred bubble, you will be tossed over the Them Wall. Suddenly, they are no longer arguing with you. They are arguing with a person who embodies everything they hate and calling that person “you”. Arguing with you is way too difficult. To do that they would have to respond to what you actually said. It is so much easier to break out that well rehearsed rant against “one of them”. By the end of the rant you will find yourself certain not only that the target of their rage is not you but this person, consisting entirely of a litany of negative stereotypes, does not exist at all.

This lack of genuine engagement is based on fear: a fear to confront the weaknesses in one’s own viewpoint. No one wants to be wrong so opposing arguments are shut out. No amount of evidence can convince a Birther of Obama’s citizenship. Anyone opposed to hardcore Truthers is dismissed as a “brainwashed”. This goes beyond the radical camps though. You will find a large crowd of “against” people but, even if they actually know what they are against (what the current tax policy is or what socialism actually means…) you are hard pressed to find out what they are for. Similarly, you will find staunch defenders completely unwilling to acknowledge any weaknesses (I mean, come on Mitt, bringing up the egregious increases in income equality is “the politics of envy”? Please!).

I do not believe in Them. I have traveled through the country and overseas. I have met thousands of people but I have never met “one of them”. That is not to say I do not have antagonists. There are certainly people I despise. There are some real monsters out there. I just don’t see them as Them.

There is only Us.

Goethe once said “There is no crime of which I deem myself incapable”. In this confession, he admits to his connection with all of mankind… even the worst of us. There are no angels or demons. We are darkness. We are light. We are human and it is in this way we should see each other. To turn an adversary into a cartoon character whether it is the “lazy hippie” protestor on one side or the scheming Mister Burns on the other is to engage with a wall. A protestor is not taking to the street because he doesn’t want to get a job and is “envious”. Neither is a member of the “one percent” scheming in dark rooms to exploit the masses. There are real differences in viewpoints that should be discussed but to assume that a person is driven by the lowest possible motivations is just infantile projection. A protestor is “working” to make the world better. A staunch defender of capitalism likely sees it as the best system for everyone and probably doesn’t relish in its downside.

Engaging each other by hurling insults over the Them Wall only entrenches us further into our very separate camps each holding shallow and impractical positions and makes any real progress in our society impossible. This country is a complicated place and if we are going to move forward we are going to have to learn to benefit from other people’s insights rather than block them out. To do this we are going to have to tear down the Them Wall and treat each other not as one of them but as one of us with whom we just happen to have a disagreement.

Besides making several under the underground hit albums, J.P. Whipple is also a not-famouspainter. He has authored several “too good to be published” works including an epic poem calledThe Toilet about an afterlife where souls are judge by Mother Earth. He has also started his own religion based on a prophet named Joel who preaches to the masses under the I-80 overpass. John does not wear shoes. In these tough times, it is necessary to cut out what is not necessary to save money. Not only does he save hundreds of dollars by not buying shoes but he finds it more difficult to blow money in bars as they usually throw him out for being barefoot before he can get a drink.  Learn more about John Whipple and what he does at his website.

Guns Kill People, But the People Who Have the Guns Matter by Matt Beat [Guest Wreckers]

07 Matt BeatLet me begin by writing that killing is wrong. The ultimate goal, in case you didn’t already know, is to preserve life. Therefore, the only time to kill is to defend life. The goal is to maximize life, and minimize death.

As a normal human being, I was extremely disturbed when I heard about the Connecticut elementary school massacre last Friday. As a teacher, it’s hard for me to imagine something like that happening at my school. When I first heard the news, I didn’t know whether to cry or to be sick. It’s about as evil as evil can get.

That said, 26 people are killed at one time, in one place, by one apparent psychopath, in a gruesome way, and all of sudden we need to debate about gun control. It’s as if children weren’t murdered by guns and bombs everyday already. All of this reactionary and scripted rhetoric always predictably follows mass media tragedy. It’s like gun control proponents have a pile of talking points hidden and waiting to be unleashed the next time a mass shooting taps into the emotions of the masses. (side note: maybe if the mass media didn’t cover such shootings the shootings might happen less?)

It is disturbing to me that people take notice that people are murdered only now that it is mostly young children. This is morally hazardous. Innocent children being murdered is disturbing, of course, but anyone being murdered is disturbing, for goodness sake. Killing of any sort is the most evil action humans are capable of doing. I am equally disturbed that a baby is killed as I am a 110-year-old is killed. Maybe that’s me. I guess I am a weird, normal, human being.

Nearly everyday in this country people of all ages are murdered. Simultaneously our President is dropping bombs everyday on suspected terrorists, though nearly every time they are dropped they are not hitting suspected terrorists, but civilians. Where is the outcry for that?

But anyone, it seems, can get a gun in this country. Sure, there are background checks, but often guns get in the hands of people anyway who haven’t had background checks. In fact, our own government has (accidentally?) given guns to both Mexican drug cartels and Al Qaeda. If people want guns, in a country with 300 million of them, they are usually going to find a way to get them.

Very few in this country want to ban guns from all civilians, but should we increase regulation? Very few in this country also do not want any form of gun control. In fact, even the NRA is even for some gun control.

I would say that psychopaths and sociopaths should not have guns. Again, many of them would still find ways to get guns. People who want to become police officers have extensive background checks that can last over a year before they are trusted to own a semi-automatic gun. It’s reasonable that background checks at least are thorough enough to determine if someone is mentally ill. Psychological evaluations, though longer and more expensive to conduct, would be a great investment to our nation’s security. Many of our country’s mass shooters did not have any criminal record nor an apparent sign they had mental illness. Oftentimes it is after the fact when detectives discover what was inside the shooter’s home that would have been signals to a mass shooting.  So I will be the first to say that background checks must be more thorough.

However, people absolutely must have guns to defend themselves. Have you ever heard of any mass shootings where someone already had a gun at the scene? Of course you haven’t. Have you ever heard of a mass shooting at a gun show? What about a police station? I hope you get the point. If every school had a police office with a gun planted in the front office of the school, school shootings would drop dramatically. Some of the safest neighborhoods in the country are ones where everyone in the neighborhood owns a gun. According to this website, the average number of people killed in mass shootings when stopped by police is 14.29, and the average number of people killed in a mass shooting when stopped by a civilian is 2.33.

Let me conclude with the main message I want to get across in this blog: guns kill people, but the people who have the guns matter. The overwhelming majority of human beings are good people. They are not psychopaths or sociopaths, although some such psychopaths and sociopaths somehow wind up in our government. They generally may be selfish, but, when push comes to shove, the do the right thing, no matter what their religious upbringing. I know it is easy in times like these to forget this. But I believe in humanity. Violence worldwide is going down.  Violent crime in this country is even going down overall.  People tend to forget the big picture.

The bigger issue at hand is the fact that we need to find out a way to treat psychopaths and sociopaths. My wife works with people who have mental illness, and based on her anecdotes I can tell you that a lot of people are sick, and they certainly aren’t born that way. Something in their upbringing, or some kind of trauma they experienced, caused them to get sick. Mental health clinics do not get much government money, and are usually the first things to be cut. My solution to gun violence, or really all violence? Take some of the hundreds of billions spent on our military (whose main purpose is to kill) and allocate it to help more people with mental illness. Take some more of that money and pay it to foster parents willing to take care of kids from broken homes. Do not let a human being own a gun unless they have been undergone a thorough psychological evaluation. Take care of the psychopaths before they ruin life for the rest of us.

Matt Beat is many things.  He is a father.  A middle school history teacher in Overland Park, Kansas.  And indie rokker as one half of the power duo known as Electric Needle Room.  His writing has appeared in the likes of the Kansas City Underground Examiner, and the charity based book about independent music, Children of Mercy: Tales and Teachings From The World of Independent Music.  Recently Matt has combined his love for american politics and history with his love for music with a collection of songs about all of the Presidents of United States of America, released annually on, you got it, President’s Day.  Vol. 1, 2, and 3 (45 tracks in all, get it?) of said albums are available on Bandcamp.  Matt and Electric Needle Room have also released a great short mockumentary entitled, Electric Needle Room is the 1,536th Best Band in the World, which you can watch HERE.  You can read more insight from Matt at The Beat Matt Blog, where this blog originally appeared on December 18th, 2012.